Meditations

Over the last couple of years one of our staff members has shared a recurring encouragement to me. Mike Matheney has said to me to “Hang in there.”

In normal (pre-covid) circumstances and ministry, hanging in there is another way of encouraging perseverance. Over the last 18 months or so that phrase has taken on heightened significance.

Sometimes, it feels like we are barely hanging on.

In his book, Seven Leaders: Preachers and Pastors, Iain Murray reflected upon pastor and mentor Kenneth MacRea. MacRea pastored in a remote village off the coast of Scotland. When he was eighty MacRea penned these pertinent and insightful words:

There is only one thing I know I can do well. I cannot lead, but I can truthfully say that I am able to hang on. It may arise from natural stubbornness, but I know that popular religious movements which, despite their lack of scriptural support, carry away so many good people, leave me entirely unaffected. I believe that I can set my teeth and hold on, but that is all I am good for.

Kenneth MacRea, quoted by Iain Murray in Seven Leaders.

Did you catch that phrase, “able to hang on”? The context in the chapter reflects on pastoral ministry and theological fidelity, but the phrase is applicable in our situations today.

I’m writing this reflection on the day our county schools begin again. There is a lot going on in our lives. There are a lot of tensions and difficulties surrounding us in our community, in our personal lives, and across the world.

Are you able to hang on?

  • For some of us, hanging on has meant remote school, sending your kids back to school, and worrying about the spread of Covid in school.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant dealing with sickness and recovering much more slowly than we would like.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant grieving without the normal experiences of visitation, a funeral, and friends/family to hug and visit during the death of a loved one.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant a loss of job or loss of freedom.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant learning to do your job differently and changing habits and practices just to get by.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant internal and psychological pressures that no one else will ever know.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant remaining faithful to a spouse who doesn’t act with love toward you and trying to sustain a marriage that you’re not sure will make it.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant learning new coping mechanisms to deal with the stresses of a pandemic and all the ways it has affected our lives.
  • For some of us, hanging on has meant __________________ (you can fill in the blank here).

You get it, don’t you? Maybe last month, maybe last year, maybe as you’re reading this right now, you’re just hanging on.

Some of us have both our hands wrapped around our situations hanging on rather easily. Others of us are hanging on with only one hand. And for probably more than a few of us, we feel like our fingers are slipping and we’re losing our grip.

What happens if you let go?

What happens if your grip slips?

What happens if you can’t hold on any longer?

If you are follower of Jesus, remember this.

If you let go, if your grip slips, if you stop hanging on, then you will be ok. Jesus is holding on to you and holding on for you.

Jesus gave us this assurance:

27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. 29 My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father’s hand. 30 I and the Father are one.”

John 10:27-30

Jesus promised that he is hanging on to us. Jesus promised that the Father is hanging on to us. And no one (circumstance, burden, difficulty, sickness, person, Satan, etc.) can pull us from the hand of our Savior.

No matter what’s going on today, this week, or in the internal processes of your life, remember that you are in the hands of Jesus.

Hang on. Hold on. Don’t let go. Trust in the Lord. Take time to read Psalm 31. Pray for the Lord’s deliverance and rescue. Take time to read John 10. Rest in the hand of Jesus.

Hang in there. But if you let go, remember that Jesus won’t.

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God astounds me. God is always working, acting, intervening, and saving.

I must admit that often God surprises me. There have been times over the past couple of years where I have been praying diligently for God to save, to heal, or to help in a particular way only to have God save someone I wasn’t expecting or to have God work in a surprising way.

Recently, my devotional reading has brought me back to the book of 1 Samuel. When God called Samuel in chapter 3, God told Samuel about the judgment he was going to bring to Eli and Eli’s family. Think about this for a moment. The first message God gave to young Samuel was not about blessings and glories and miracles, but rather about judgment. Just a few chapters later (but decades later for Samuel), the people of Israel asked for a king. It was a sinful request, and Samuel told them so. Samuel brought the prayer to God. And God told Samuel that he was going to give his people what they asked for even though it was not what they should ask for. Samuel had to receive and deliver this message as well.

Samuel’s experiences are not isolated. Sometimes God answers our prayers as we ask them, and sometimes he doesn’t. Move forward to Acts 12. Herod beheaded James, but God brought about a miracle to release Peter from prison. Why did God rescue Peter but not James? Why does God intervene sometimes and other times it appears that he does not?

As I preached yesterday on the subject of walking wisely in our homes from Proverbs 22:6, I thought of many moms and dads, grandmothers and grandfathers, faithful children and straying children. There are some in my congregation who have prayed diligently for their adult children and grandchildren to come back to the Lord. They’ve prayed, they’ve begged, and they’ve encouraged. Yet it seems like nothing is happening.

Within the last couple of weeks, prayers that I’ve prayed on behalf of others have been answered exactly as I prayed. Other prayers have not. In some cases, God has obviously intervened and healed. In other cases, God has delayed to intervene.

Why? Why is it that sometimes God answers quickly and other times God doesn’t seem to answer at all? Why is it that sometimes God answers in a very different way than we’ve prayed?

I’ve wrestled with these questions as a Christian and as a pastor. And while I don’t have all the answers, I do want to offer a few reminders that might help us through these questions.

  1. Remember: God’s faithfulness is not limited by our experiences. God is faithful no matter what we experience. God has made an absolute promise to us, “I will be with you always” (Jesus in Matthew 28:20). And God’s promise to be with us through the indwelling Holy Spirit is sure and certain. God’s promise to be with us means that sometimes he will be with us through our struggles and difficulties and not always rescue us from our struggles and difficulties. The testimonies from Scripture as well as our own experiences bear this out. Sometimes God intervenes. Sometimes God orchestrates the miraculous. Sometimes God delays. Sometimes God appears to be silent to our burdens. But always God is faithful. That he is with us through our struggles even when we pray that he would rescue us from our struggles is testimony to God’s grace and compassion.
  2. Remember: God’s faithfulness is not limited by our prayers. For Christian growth and maturity, we must pray. And one of the reasons we do pray is because we believe God is able to do more than what we ask (Eph. 3:20). But just because God is able, doesn’t always mean that he will. Prayer for us us is an act of faith. When we pray in the right spirit, we acknowledge our inabilities and God’s sovereignty. And when we pray, we should ask God to intervene, to heal, to rescue, to save, and to restore. We pray to God out of what we know and trust that God knows more and his timing is best.
  3. Remember: God’s faithfulness is not limited by our understanding. We pray to God out of what we know and trust that God knows more and his timing is best. Yes, that’s a repeat sentence. But we need to remember it. Our prayers and our experiences are limited by our understanding. There is so much that we just don’t know. God’s ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:9). God knows everything. He knows how answering our prayers fit into his purposes. It is this recognition that God’s understanding is greater than ours that led Samuel and others throughout the Bible to continue praying even when their circumstances exceeded their understanding.

Where does that leave you and me with our burdens, worries, fears, and prayers? Continue to pray about them. Bring them to the Lord. But remember, you don’t have all the information. You don’t know all. Pray anyway. Pray boldly. Pray big. God can answer any prayer you bring. But even if he doesn’t answer your prayers the way you pray, God is still faithful.

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